I totally hate it. I dislike quarreling with you. In the past, now & I'm sure even in future. Why must we always end up in sticky situations? I had no idea too. I must admit that I'm really stubborn, unreasonable & mean @ times, but I mean no harm. Not to the extend of hurting my love. I hate to see you upset, hate to see you unhappy & troubled because of us. But you should have known, what I've done is just my natural instinct. Who likes to see their love ones taken away? I guess I should also admit that I hate sharing things with people. Call me selfish, call me bitch, I don't give a fuck darn about it. I can tolerate it if it that something wasn't of much importance to me, but my love? I definitely have to show my stand. Those who lied to me, you'll regret it. Cause I hate liars. Who love them anyway? Why can't you just be honest with me? I'm waiting for you to contact me, but all you're doing is having a gathering with some newly met friends? Are you guys that close to the extent of going out, go to house & maybe even another date? The worst of all is, I'm being kept in the dark until I found it out myself? Who the hell in the fuck world will know my feeling? I feel cheated. I feel hurt. I hope I can just simply say 'Let bygones be bygones.'. I tried, I tried very hard, but it wasn't easy to forget. Its not that I don't trust you, but you made me lost trust in you. You have to make me trust you again by showing me you can be trusted. I thought everything was going on smoothly, I was wrong.
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