Baby, what's wrong?

Big, heavy & long sigh.

I can't sleep for these 2 nights
if not why will i be blogging a second post in a day
instead of sleeping like a log on my comfy bed?
some thing's are really troubling me ):

Am i being unreasonable & demanding?
or am i just over sensitive on my boyfriend?
i don't know but i wanna know what's wrong
i really wanna solve this problem so that we won't be so unhappy
why is communication such a big problem to us?

Baby, if communication is causing such a big problem to us already, then how are we going to face bigger things in future? Why is it that it always takes you so long to reply, or not even reply me. Don't you find it sad that i actually have to m-a-k-e you contact me? Why can't you just initiate to contact me sometimes? At least, from these little things you've done, i know you care. At least, in my heart i know you did care for me. Every time i have to listen to your reasons, or maybe excuses, of why you didn't message me. Sleeping, eating, watching tv, playing computer games, bathing.... I'm really tired of hearing all these. You mean, you're really that busy? If that's the case, i'd rather you message me everyday at the end of the day. I've to call you every night cause you didn't reply my messages. Despite feeling sorry that you've actually forgotten to do it, you didn't even say sorry for making me worried for the whole night. & even though we're just a phone call away, we're not even talking. Well, i guess we've got no common topics. & i hate your excuses cause you just don't wanna talk. If you don't even have the heart to talk to me, then don't do for the sake of doing. I'd rather you leave me alone. I'm really upset. I thought i could have an enjoyable day with you this Friday, & i swear every minute, i'm looking forward to it. But i guess i'll have to cancel that. Cause it didn't even matter to you.



原来爱情那么伤
比想象中还难。