I feel so F-A-T !!!

There's lotsa things i wana rant about:

Firstly;
i can't get to eat during recess
why?
because the canteen is packed with people from ages 12-17 within 30minutes

Secondly;
why is the CCA trail starting so early tomorrow morning?
B. wana meet me in the morning
but.. now how?
Sigh.
I really hope i can meet my precious B.
haven't seen him for like.. 1 week?
I do miss him ):

My fears for today is finally over
taking of height & weight x:
So, my..
height - 16*cm
weight - **.2KG

W. Tan's announcing the main team/main 12 tomorrow
sigh~
i dont have enough confidence to overcome this
i may not appear to be very concerned/worried about getting into the team or not
but truthfully, who won't even feel an inch?
i really hope everything goes on well
But.. for everything good, theres always a price to pay
I've got back B., so what are the things i have to give back in return?
My position in the team?